I am Desperate for you. I am lost without you!

I am Desperate for you. I am lost without you!

I am Desperate for you. I am lost without you!
Pastor Dr. Dongzathawng
Devotional # 147 ( vol 3)
Fellowship of Thirsty Souls and Hungry Hearts


Thirsty Souls member teng Jingpha! Tuni khu Pasian in lamdang  tah a ahing kimu pi ni hi ta hen!

Text: "I have gone astray like a lost sheep, Seek Your servant" (Psalms 119: 176)

Unaute tamvei pi belam gammang bang a inlam jotdan theilou, juan jou nonlou Pasian in ahing sui a, ahing pui kia ngai in kaki mu hi.

Janni ka Children Bible Camp leh Winter VBS chai ung. Naupangte genlou kou a parentte jong nopsa seng in action lasa in ka ki tawm jiahjiah uhi. Ki ngai gop in Ka ki hengla vawt uhi. Tujingkal Shillong juan dingin ka Gari uh sawlkhe khong khong ung. Kou Monday chiang a Lamka vangkhua nusia in lengkhia ta va ung. Hing thumpi jel vo!

Dec 21 in Pasian in Bible chang Acts 18:9,10 “I have many people in this city” achi ahing piahlai in ka gingta sih a, hinanleh tuni chiangin Pasian mi a hing piahte abanban in hing kilang sah hi. Himi Bible chang ang piah ni apat ami hung piah Misiangthou (Angel) 5 (atleast) te jiehin kipah thu ka gengen ua ka thumpi jing uhi. Adangte jong abanban a poimaw hun a hing kilang dingte jiehin kipah thu ka gen masa hi.

Ama uh te pen ka buai ni ka poinaw hun chetchet a Pasian in a hing kilahsahte ahi uhi. Pasian in hung gualzawlta uhen! Ka hing thumpi jing uhi. Lamka nop seng senggen ding thei sih ung ei. Neh lah tui Jawngtah lah tam e. Baalme, gamsa sihjou, maipuang leh adang dang Zogam apiang haichite nehchim huai sih e. Canaan gam hi mai ei.

Ahiin a dahuai mama ahileh i innte uh thupi leh biahinn te World classte ahi lai in i lampite gamlah bang nalai. I restaurantte uh koi city a toh ki khelou napi asung a semte Lamka mi hive ve. Jum sepsup,  nui chepchup customerte mu a group a nui sepsup pou chiing nalai uhi. Singtang a mikhual ang pai chia guh nuisat dan style kiching nalai hi.
 
Life cafe kichi chi leh Lezara restaurant tegel ah va lut tuahtuah kha ung. A hotel setup te thupi na pi waitress te a mi treat dan local mama nalai uh kasa hi. A sung thupi in nehtui nanleh asemte hamdan, mi lamdawn dan pen village a numei jum chepchup um sepsup mikhual maingal loute bang nalai uhi. “LONG WAY TO GO O LAMKA!”

Geljang resort kichi chi ah ka va visit ua naupang ki mawlna te a lui in luita a, a mun a niinte maintenance umlou bang hi. A huaise sem in local tangval kiphasah jukham strangerte nallou tah a tease thei jong um nalai a. Security umlou bang hi… safelou hi… Tualeh traffic rule NIL ahi. Side ngen lei jong side kipiahtua chi um mongmonglou in gari ki hawl hi. Tualeh midang te side pelei zong kipah dan jong ki theilou hi.

Innte thupi, restaurant standard, biahinn nasa, garite mantam, park simsenglou, van hoitheih na pi manner umlou, civic sense neiloute, culture-less, kibang nalai hi. Nidang a Lamka toh kisai kigen:
“they dressed like Koreans; they live like Americans; they acted or behaved like MONKEYs” Ki chi khu dih vawt hi. I maban a Election hing um kia ding a law of the Jungle a hing suah doh kia ding hi. En vai.

Tu in topic ah lut ta vai: Psalm gialtu in ka gam mat a ka taimang chiang hing sui in lan, na huang ah hing pui kia in chi hi. Ajiehpen balamte adiah a noute a huang apat a pialmang chiang un ama thu in inn lam juan theilou uhi. Va vahmangin va awhden uhi. A bawlthei sun uhkhu: um behe… um behe.. chia kikou uh ahi. Belampu in ava jawn a ava pui kiat ngai uhi.

Na hinkhua ah Pasian huang apat gammang leh vahmang na kisa  ngai ei? Jawn khiah ngai na kisah chang a um ei?? Kei tulai ka kisa mama hi. Psalm gialtu thumna khu ka thumna ahi… um behe… um behe… chi'n Belam kou in ka ki koukou hi..

William B Brudbury in “Shepherd Like a Shepherd lead us” chia ala sah khu ka Bible jil lai in lungleng tah in kasa jel hi. Tulai zong Pasian hagau in himi la jangin hing lungleng sah kia hi. Neu khat en vai:

“Savior, like a shepherd, lead us, much we need Thy tender care;
In Thy pleasant pastures feed us, for our use Thy folds prepare.

Blessed Jesus, blessed Jesus! Thou hast bought us, Thine we are.
Blessed Jesus, blessed Jesus! Thou hast bought us, Thine we are.

We are Thine, Thou dost befriend us, be the Guardian of our way;
Keep Thy flock, from sin defend us, seek us when we go astray.

Blessed Jesus, blessed Jesus! Hear, O hear us when we pray.
Blessed Jesus, blessed Jesus! Hear, O hear us when we pray.

Thou hast promised to receive us, poor and sinful though we be;
Thou hast mercy to relieve us, grace to cleanse and pow’r to free.

Blessed Jesus, blessed Jesus! early let us turn to Thee.
Blessed Jesus, blessed Jesus! early let us turn to Thee.

Early let us seek Thy favor, early let us do Thy will;
Blessed Lord and only Savior, with Thy love our bosoms fill.
Blessed Jesus, blessed Jesus! Thou hast loved us, love us still.
Blessed Jesus, blessed Jesus! Thou hast loved us, love us still.” 

Hoi kasa ta lua a jingkal khat ka devotion pumpi himi la toh kabei sah hi. Line by line houlim ka ut hi lah mun a um sih hi.

“Early let us turn to thee.
Early let us fo thy 
Seek us when we go astray ..”
Chi te hoi kas ta lua hi.

Tunia i gen ut pen khu. Tutung kang jin uh ka family toh ka hi jiehin pa hina toh ka tate 100% attention ka pia hi. Gimhuai veve hi, khompi mang jou, VBS cum Winter Bible Camp ahi kia leh ka tawldam sih a agim in ka gim hi. Abuai in ka buai a, nop jong kasa hi. A nopna chuh kum tampi ki munonlou or ki thua nonlou phone ngen a ki hou parents te ni 3 sung ka ki fellowship thei uh pen Pasian apat Bonus in ka la uhi.

Lamka a um pen nehtui ban ah ka tate api toh giah khom ka mu chiang ka lung kim ngutngut hi. Ka en chim sih hi. Ajiehpen bang tan api toh hibang a kithua thei ding ka chi chia ka ngaingam sih hi… Hibang a abuai a ka buai lai in ka hagau hom in ka hinna gawta in ana gilkial hi. Tate jiehin nopsa lungkim, neh tui, lom leh gualte toh kipawl nuam, hagau lam a ki jatna leh ki pawlna jong nuam AHIVANG IN Hinna sungnung pen ah belam mang, a huang apat potgim leh tawl ka bang hi. Naupang a lom leh gual toh toys te toh ki mawlmawl a ahivang a tuate chimgop a, anu anglum ngai a kap ka bang hi.

Khujieh in Michael W. Smith lasah; I am desperate for you. I am lost without you.” 
Chi khu ka hagau kaana aw hita hi.

Program thupi mun leh  hagau lam ki jatna lailai in jong ki gammamg  thei hi. Biahinn leh hattuam office leh khompi leh crusade munte a tahsa umlai in jong Pasian huang a um kha nonlou a gammang ana ki hi thei hi. Pulpit tung a thu gengen lai zong Pasian huang a um nonlou ki hi thei hi.

Khujieh in la in : 
“Where could I go, oh where could I go?
Seeking a refuge for my soul
Needing a friend, to help me in the end
Where could I go, but to the Lord?”

“Neighbors are kind, I love them, everyone
We get along in sweet accord
But when my soul, needs manner from above
Where could I go but to the Lord?”

Where could I go, oh where could I go?
Seeking a refuge for my soul
Needing a friend, to help me in the end
Where could I go, but to the Lord?
Where could I go, but to the Lord?
Where could I go, but to the Lord?”

Chi ahi. Tunin hagau desperate te, hinna Christ ngai a lunglengte, Belam ahuang apat pot mang a Pasian umna ngai ngutngutte, Sangsing vum tung a Simbu tau bang Pasian umna ngai a taute, tui umlouna gamgaw a Sakhi luitui ngai a ki kou bang gingtu te tuni'n Pasian in hing kimu pita hen. Hing suikhe tahen! Hing nouthasahta hen! A anglum in hing taisahta hen! A aw neem in hing hamuan ta hen! 

Khenkhat sum leh pai tasam a Pasian apat panpina ngahngah lah tung thei nailou, khen khat damlou jieh a beidong, khenkhat nupa kaal buai a liam, khenkhat shina jieh a lungleng thomhau, khenkhat  Lamka nusia a, mun gamla a tate school kai kipan ding ngap la … leh adangdangte jieh a Pasian ngai a desperate leh ama toh ki sukhalou kisa a gammang kisa te:

Pasian in ama i ngai ua i lunggul bangbang un hing kimupi chiatta hen!

Topa Thupha!
Shalom






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